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after As, we have exactly 28 days to produce a miracle (:

yesterday daniel and i were talking about receiving visions during QT and God gave me a cool one yesterday: I was getting quite pissed off cos i couldn't rmb where i'd stashed my bdae angpao fr my mum (for those who don't know, my room is like a treasure trove cos i stash my savings in diff places to stop my bro finding it. but erm sometimes i also forget where i hide stuff haha). anw, after getting incredibly annoyed, i remembered how God sent visions to mark all 4 times that he lost his wallet so he could find it, and i decided to do QT first and ask God for a hint at the same time. i was reading the book of Job when i saw Job 5:24-'You will know that your tent is secure;you will take stock of your property and find nothing missing.' cool right! i got so excited i jumped stright up and started turning my room upside down again, then finally He told me to look under my bed and tada there it was! but that's not the cool part! the cool part is, in searching for that angpao, i found another hundred dollars that i'd stashed away like a year ago and totally forgoten about! hahaha! see, this proves what pastor said about how nothing bad can happen to us unless God allows it, and bad stuff always happens for a reason. if i wasn't searching for the first angpao, i'd never have found the second one! (:

and lastly...emily and i were discussing post-A options. i still feel very very very sad about not becoming a vet...but honestly i dont see any viable way of pursuing that option. everyone's been telling me it'd be very wasted if i don't follow that course but 1) i'd need a super scholarship 2) my mom wont want me to go overseas 3) i dont wanna go overseas at this point either! the one way out would be to go poly and take up a vet tech course, but then again i'd have gone straught after Os if i wanted to. furthermore, i dont want to be a vet tech, i wanna be a VET, and if i use my vet tech course to apply for vet course afterwards it's gonna mean 9 more years of studying after As before finding work ): ARGH. no thanks. i think i'll just study hard for now and see what comes my way (:

posted by xin! @ 3:21 PM