Thanking God for a painful lesson learnt last week that taught me the danger of meddling with cheap grace. Extremely painful reminder, but one which I needed badly. Today, that memory stopped me from willfully pressing on with sth that could have garnered much more severe results.
Unable to find words to describe the joy I felt when I saw my Sot friends again. Shawn Timothy Alicia Bryan Hanxian Kendrick. Haha, Sot ministry friends count as Sot friends. So extremely grateful for those that rushed down despite having to work and last-minute notice.
Fear of man threatening to overwhelm me when I least expect it. Old fears, old insecurities. Lord, help me rmb that I'm Your child and that Your grace is sufficient for me. That all things work out for the good of those who love You, that you have plans to give me a future and a hope.
Scary to see my friends growing up so fast. I know it's inevitable and that I gotta do so too.
Wondering if those five words will ever come to pass, and at this point in time, not really caring anymore.
Learning to navigate the stings of broken promises. I need to find a balance between overcoming the hurt and not becoming numb.
Gotta expand capacity.
Wondering what tmr will bring.
First time in 6 yrs that I'm deliberately not photographic-memorizing my notes for exams. Lord, I chose econs so I could learn to be smart. To do well for exams without regurgitating notes...Lord, help me to keep that faith. And that it would be out of a sincere desire to learn to be smart and not out of laziness.
Love more.
Think less (:
posted by xin! @ 11:56 PM
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