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i've re-watched the Make It or Break It episodes so many times and yet i never get tired of it. it's so motivating; inspiring; refreshing. to be able to fight for your dreams and keep such strong faith against all odds...those girls are really something.

i was watching payson's comeback episode just now, and it touched me so much that i teared. how long has it been since i last shone for God the way payson shone for her coach, her friends, her team, her family? when was it that i lost my drive to push myself to the next level? that i decided its okay to settle for second best in my studies, my life, the relationships i have with the people around me? the last time that i really fought for sth i believed in and sth i wanted so badly...it seems so long ago now that i can't even rmb.

i wanna do well again. Lord, grant me the strength to fight, the courage to believe, the grace to love...

posted by xin! @ 9:34 AM