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this is for you shuaige! (: our pretty rainbow and clear skies after the storm:

love you muchly kays we'll give you a huge bdae bash after promos <3

aww looking at this pic makes me miss our territory ): HCANOE LOVE YEA! ugh i feel majorly unfit now, it's like poof non-existent abs and my muscle mass declined D: the thought of hitting full-intensity training again after promos is slightly intimidating and i keep thinking about what zh said the other day:

'in sports, it's simple. either you train to win, or you don't train at all'.

y'know, i never expected to fight for anything in canoe. looking at my size and fitness level back then, i was happy just to be able to get into the sport, or even to hold my own. it wasn't until we started the thrill of racing and seeting higher goals that i thought, just maybe, there's something more to this. and up till now i still hate the thought of under-performing, cos seriously, all the jokes about the wind blowing me over and stuff aside, there's really no excuse for not doing well in a competitive sport, is there? when you look at the nj girls that're half my size and still double my speed and stability, and you realise there's gotta be that extra x-factor rather than just brute strength and muscle that's pulling them through.

posted by xin! @ 7:56 PM