anyways. i don't know why and i expect all my friends are sick of hearing me say it but i still have no idea why i dont have the motivation to study in hc at all. i know it sounds crazy but i mugged a whole lot harder back in st nicks when the competition's supposedly not so tough and all. it's like, i know promos are here and i'm super not prepared but somehow the word fear just doesnt register in my mind. i'm lazily cruising along and treating it all like just another piece of particularly nasty homework that i need to get outta my work. it's not promos that i fear, but rather my lack of fear of it that worries me /: eeks somehow i think that maybe i've used up all my mugging abilities for Os, or maybe it's just that after the extreme task of getting through them nothing much scares me anymore.
on a lighter note, ben messaged me this today: 'ganbatte promos are almost over, push on man!' hahaha thanks dude but promos havn't even started for hc!
posted by xin! @ 10:15 PM
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