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hello world today's beem mildy productive but i'm still majorly screwed. ahh whatever i'm in a freaking bad mood now and it got amplified cos ahem just quarrelled with ahem again over the phone. like real i believe anything's ever gonna be resolved. so yes xinhui grew up learning that happy endings dont exist and the only realistic fairytales are where the witch wins, the princess dies and then the prince goes off to marry someone else. how did ariel ever manage to get eric back from ursula anyway?! whatever i feel like i've been cheated and used and had my feelings bluffed/ toyed with a thousand times over. i know i said i didnt care so yes, everyone go ahead and laugh now that i've gone in over my head.

morning was spent being emo at the playground trying to wash last night's thoughts outta my head. sakie came by and i stole a hug before he wagged his tail off trying to cheer me up ): man i love that sheltie to bits and pieces, even a DOG can tell that i was upset. came home and hacked half of maxi's fur off before shoving him in the bath so now there's this drenched and wooly thing stumbling around the house. !@#$$% RAH I HATE HATE HATE BEING LIKE THIS I CANT GET IT OUTTA MY HEAD!



ANYWAYS.

jiayou my pretty 'lil sister! i'll go out with you once promos/Os are over (:

and dont worry people i'll get over my funk soon (: promise promise.

posted by xin! @ 2:40 PM