vanessa's had a stroke.
this. isnt. fair.
i wonder. is it really bad of me, to feel that overwhelming sense of relief when i realised this vanessa isnt the vanessa hui i know from guides? getting sel's msn was like a blow in the guts when i thought, omg, please dont tell me one of my best sngg mates is lying in hospital right now. and when i found out it's actually another vanessa...i just felt relief mingled with guilt. isnt this practically wishing that plight would befall someone else just to spare my friend? i dont know...
why's it so hard for us to appreciate the people we love, till we finally come into danger of losing them? it seems wrong, somehow, that people bicker over the smallest things, hold on to so many grudges, and then regret it when everything's too late. a small misunderstanding that led to months of silent conflict.
i'm too tired to say anymore...just please please please pray for vanessa. pretty please.
Monday, May 12, 2008
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