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ignorance is bliss

i don't like being sick, which i've been experiencing a lot lately. specifically, it's the kind of sick where it's not-sick-enough-to-miss-school-or-training, yet definitely-will-get-really-sick-if-going-ahead-with-school-or-training kinda sick. sucks doesnt it? ): ahhh am i even making sense.

dynamics. been discussing alot of that with chejian, shar and zhengshan lately, and i dont even make complete sense of everything that's going on /: after everything, how d'you even know who to trust, and who not to? our school's so small that it's creepy, like when i called ah pek 'sotong' on monday and he got a huge shock. is it worthwhile going all out to define/maintain friendships that dont exist, is it better to know what's going on around you and attempt to make a difference, or is it just best to hide in your own bubble world? and really. i hate it when people judge others by listening blindy to what their friends say. cos after all, aren't the bravest people actually those who're able to sit on the fence and maintain close friendships with two warring people without taking sides?

you people dont deserve to judge us just cos we didnt come from your school.
and after 4 yrs. isnt it to give them a new start, even if they did come from your school.

ahhh nvm i shall think of shuaige and be happy. HAHAHA see dear your name's here :D

posted by xin! @ 8:11 PM