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okay, today i was attacked. badly. and it sucks, okay? i felt so distressed and upset throughout, i just wanted to bolt. i was sitting in my seat praying like mad and feeling so freaking scared i didnt know what to do. running through my brian every single thing that mark sally lisa etc have ever taught me (they're the only ppl i can rmb to have touched on such stuff) and i couldnt rmb learning anything specific about how to deal w such situations.

i walked in, i was respectful, i was firm. i was hurt, i was confused, i didnt understand why the heck it was happening. i'm just one kid, alright? i kept running 1 tim 4:12 through my mind and praying hard God would give me the courage to do what i knew was right. to stand up for my faith, stand up for my church, stand up for my friend. and at that moment i truly understood why mark wants me to read the bible more often and build up spiritual ammo...i was quoting every single thing i could remember from Under Cover and throwing it before me as a shield.

you know what, i dont care if that situtation was horrible or unexpected. i know i was meant to learn sth from it, and i did. and i know that throughout the entire episode, i behaved appropriately and my conscience is clear. the anger of man does not achieve the righteousness of God. Father, thank You for delivering us out safely.

posted by xin! @ 12:51 AM