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i think there was something very wrong with my behavior yesterday. basically, i acted like a total spoilt brat. when God puts people in my path to guide me, i don't think i'm supposed to go to pieces and 烂掉 just cos i think the situation is under someone else's control for that moment. it's what lisa once said about having to be ready christians whether in or out of season. basically, i have a very big problem of stepping out only when i think there's a need, then end up stoning again when i think there's more qualified people around...cos if my personality is so split, then i have no right to get upset when people judge me differently based on the side of me they see.

i like sharon's theme verse a lot!
2 timothy 1:7--"For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline."

haha oh and cg made my day! i got super excited on thursday night cos jeff told me he had a 'unique' present for me. guess what it is? ANTI-STRESS SHOWER GEL. hahahahah!! i died laughing when i read the words...and i like it a lot! (= then after cg, fujie gave me this big bar of chocolate as a 'jiayou' present for As! i'm gonna keep it as motivation till As is over before i eat it heh. thanks people! i appreciate it a lot =D

posted by xin! @ 8:38 AM