service today was super good! i really really liked what pastor preached. on the way to riverwalk last week, i was telling jinyi how i think the nine gifts are something like the nine crests in digimon (okay i think only mingwei can understand this.) i'll explain more next time. i know it sounds farfetched but then again mark's forever going on about how zombies were derived from the skeletal cows from some chapter in the bible or something. ah okay i think my brain just socked out again.
anyway i m super happy cos my econs essay got U for prelims but C for mock! yay! that's a jump of four grades in barely a month! i think i 吓到 lisa cos she was telling me, 'good! so now As can get B?' and i turned around and gave her a look of such deep shock that she quickly amended, 'or A?' haha! yes WE MUST ALL AIM FOR STRAIGHT As. haha i dont care i refuse to discuss anything lesser.
okay. and i feel that i need to clarify one thing. lisa said on friday that we cannot display the ostrich syndrome of running away from our fears eg. studies. i asked myself if i was running away from my fears by not talking about As and my honest answer is no. the one thing i'm very unhappy about is that people in school keep harping on about the stupid bell curve (which alot of ppl say favors hc-ians )and discussing answers and whatnot. and some of them are christians who keep saying God will help them .so look,we said we have faith right? if God has already said we're gonna get As, then we're gonna get A! there's no maybe! let your yes be yes and your no be no! why must we keep discussing whether or not the stupid bell curve will favor us when the bell curve is shifted according to God's will? sharon and i bolt from class after every paper just to avoid it, but sometimes ppl dont take the hint and they come looking for us and keep going on and on about it.okay i dont mind when the non-christians discuss endlessly, but for the christians, i think it's a very big insult to God when we say, 'Father, i lift my paper into your hands' and then spend the next hr discussing if we can make the cut. it's not just about the stress or the faith. it's about respect. if you respect me as a friend, pls stop agitating me about the paper when you know full well i dont want to talk about it, and then tell me i must face up to reality when i keep mum.
RAWR!
posted by xin! @ 4:32 PM
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