the only thing i can say is....this is all wrong. we're as opposite as day and night, we live for sunshine and an adrenaline high, you wallow in darkness and try as we might to tug you free it's like the tendrils are creeping out and dragging us under ourselves. i feel like i've opened a pandora's box and all i want to do is go on living in my bubble pretending i don't see you outside fighting for a lifeline in. somehow i feel like God placed us here for a reason, me because i've experienced it before and i know how you feel, her because she has the most faith to guide us all through. but sometimes i wonder if our supposed friendship is driven only by that sense of duty, that feeling of i'm only doing this cos it seems morally right.
every sense of my being shouts out that our friendship is warped and that i need to break free now. and then that little voice of conscience creeps in and says its wrong to cut it off too....i feel like i'm being suffocated, this is slow drowning at its most cruel.
posted by xin! @ 5:56 PM
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