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heh im kinda scared of tmr cos then the REAL revision terror will start. been procrastinating quite a lot...alot of random stuff on my mind + playing with raptor (: he's very gung-ho about jumping from increasingly higher places but he deflates after taking a nose-dive, lol.

mom asked me what plans i have for after jc, and honestly i don't know. the very thought of having to leave this wonderful school sends a dull ache through me...met sarah last week, and as i sift back through the memories, the one that's most deeply etched in my brian is that of my og peeps sitting in kfc discussing our intended ccas. i never thought i'd say this, but if things don't pick up soon....hai.

i'd never want to say i regret joining hcanoe, but sometimes i wonder if i'm in denial. all those lost hopes, they're weighing me down.

posted by xin! @ 10:02 PM