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paddling was okay i guess, liangjin is overrated. aiyah alot of emotional stuff i feel which i don't think should be disclosed, not to some people anyway.

anyway i went to pets villa with calista and ken! :D haha majorly fun, we fed all the sick cats + walked round the pet farms looking at the cute puppies (and ken can't tell the difference between a chinchilla and a hamster HAHA). kind of an escape from all the nonsense going on in hwachong right now i guess, that's why i like friends from all aspects of life. you still have backup elsewhere even if one part of your life completely falls apart (: rah, why does this remind me of national camp last year? lol.

read one of my friend's thoughts on the issue, and we're both...confused. about how everyone thinks we don't care, or that we aren't mature enough to bother about stuff. to put it in his words: must we go around looking like emokids just cos something's gone wrong? just cos we laugh and act hyper and talk nonsense all day long, does it mean we don't feel pain too? problems exist whether we like them or not. i don't understand why we can't face them with a smile. i guess this way of thought, the endless bouncing around and acting like we're 6-yr-old kids has made some ppl dislike or even hate us. i don't know how others view me, but i honestly think my friend is one of the nicest guys i know. because he doesn't pretend to be somebody he's not. but i know some people feel that we over-do it or that we're AA. maybe this is what caused pam to react the way she did last year, i don't know. bottom line is, i make friends really easily but after the initial high, i think i'm a very hard person to get along with. maybe it's my fault, the way i form really tight circles and people are either in them or not. my fb quiz says i can read people like a book, but sometimes it makes others annoyed at you. after all, would you really like someone to see right through you, all your strengths and weaknesses? there's only one other person i know who does this, but we don't discuss it so i'm kinda messed up now. but i see it as a good thing cos the people i forge true friendships with, usually stay true friends forever.

cardcaptor sakura's THE SEALED CARD is imba nice! :DD

posted by xin! @ 8:41 PM