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okay. fighting to get into SOT is gonna be the hardest thing i've ever tried so far. i told cal that it'd be easier if i could get my mom on my side -- even if it's just a perfunctory agreement -- before she takes side with my dad. cos although my dad and my bro are really nice to me now, it's mainly my dad who is super against Christianity. and since tmr is my deadline but i'm probably going out tomorrow night, i really really need to get approval by tonight.

i talked to my mom just now and she was in a super good mood till i asked her if i could go haha. basically, she isn't happy with the idea and she wants me to bring it up with my dad tonight. the thing is, it'd be much harder for me to face them two-on-one. (eh but i have God on my side lor. so actually the odds are favoring ME! (: ) the good thing is, if i do manage to get them to agree, it's likely to be a much more formal agreement than if i'd just gotten a cursory i'm-not-very-happy-but-okay-go-la from them. which also means that if things get rough, i'll be able to remind them that they can't go back on their word cos they've already formally given their consent.

anyway, i'm pretty sure that if i can get both parents to be open to my approaches, i'll be able to win them over. the difficult part would be in getting them to be open without dismissing me straight off. i'll only be home around ten pm after CIC, and i've no idea how tired or sleepy they'd be by then. so guys pls pray for me k? i just need them to have an open mind and have a serious discussion with me...i really really want to go! ahhh. Lord, please help me!

posted by xin! @ 4:59 PM