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during PG, shuling asked a cool question haha. 'if faith without actions is dead....then how much action is considered action?' interesting right? hmm...i dunno, but i like to visualise talking to Jesus. if He asks me, 'eh. that thingy I asked you to do...have you done everything within your power to accomplish that goal?' and i can say confidently, 'yes!' then to me, that's considered sufficient action alr. (: not a tad less, not a tad more.

i keep reflecting on the part about seasons, and i really think that for me, this is the season of growth. it's like suddenly, everyone wants to sow into my life hahaha. in life, on msn, on the phone...i'm learning so much but i wanna learn so much more! i dont want to become saturated whoohoo! i feel like a beaker in chem lab that everyone is pouring different chemicals into. then maybe if the correct formula is found, something good can materialise from the stuff that's poured in haha!

and yea, i got quite alot of financial blessings this week (: my grandma gave me a hefty sum cos she wants me to 'xinhui ah, dress nice nice for cny and come let me see, ok?' hahaha. so yup i went shopping with jazz and got new jeans! my first pair of skinnys ever...i'll pair it w e shirt mark gave me if i can find the correct shoes by sunday lol. btw, i really think buying nice stuff for me is wasted. look what happened when calista came over:

cal: eh! what's that pink shirt in your closet
me: ? oh...wanli got it for me from her ocip trip. but its too big so i told her i'll wear as pyjamas
cal: o.o but that's a Tommy Hilfiger shirt!
me: which means...?
cal: it's a branded shirt!! and you told her you'll wear it as pyjamas??

HAHAHA. oh.my.gosh. i'm so sorry wanli! i really didn't know! hahahahahah...shucks...no wonder wanli looked so shell-shocked after my ignorant lil statement. rofl

yup and besides that, ken changed the batt on my computer and loaded new antivirus/ microsoft stuff so now it's ready to roll yay! plus he activated the speakers (i felt like the world's greatest retard when he told me the holes were speakers and not patterns) and added earpieces so i can listen to music online now (: to be honest, i was quite reluctant abt it cos i hate ppl messing around w my com. but ken was v insistent cos he said i can then listen to all the music tht my cg 'korkorjiejie' send me and 'increase my spirituality' haha! eh, its not just the older ppl lor...jeff also spams my hp with quite alot of songs (: but anw, thank you for all your hard work!

posted by xin! @ 11:10 PM