anyway i think what really scared me today was the scene which reminded me so much of the court-of-honor during guides. everytime i remember how much hurt and pain the politics over rank caused, i just feel like hiding under my bed to cry. the exclusion, the fear which comes everytime i see Subway, remembering waiting for yanni and fangting for hours till the leaders were done...it's shocking that something which i last experienced almost 2 years ago can still stay with me and haunt me till this day. honestly, i felt ashamed to have let it affect me so badly that i was walking around in a numb daze. i thought i was over it, but i guess it's just another ghost of the past which i need to learn to overcome.
posted by xin! @ 7:06 PM
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