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i like stormy pics of mac! it reminds me of what we've gone through.

the team aside, i think i owe thanks to many people. kenneth for the unending msn convos/ sms-es/ motivational stuff! calista...hoho she's getting a post later on but i need to gather material first. chejian, for those december self-trainings. fengchi, for cracking all the stupid jokes about mr hotbod, making my mood lighten every time i see a certain rj boat =D

sports has brought all my pre-conceived delusions crashing down. i've seen a guy i carelessly misjudged as a huaghty jock, and a girl a thoughtless bimbo, break down over their injuries. seen guys branded as arrogant gangsters live life anew, swallow their pride and admit they've been wrong, and even cry over the loss of a championship. sometimes i can't understand why a 'good' person would want to show his or her 'bad' side to others, but i guess it's a form of self-defense for most.

lastly, i saw my friend's msn name: "when life gives you a light, accept it." don't know his interpretation but i see it as having the grace to accept aid when it's offered to you. admittedly i've made quite a few slips, cos i think i've shoved many people away rather angrily when they tried to help. either doubting their sincerity, or their ability to understand. i know i need to stop living by "if you can't be bothered to give me the benefit of the doubt, i can't be bothered to explain myself to you", which is partly why my blog's been partial-locked. for now, though, to those few i've let into my heart...i sincerely thank you all.

posted by xin! @ 4:57 PM