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went back to visit the sn guides w twin before pre-comp dinner! (:

y'know, i'm really...annoyed by how the four ahems treat the seniors. they've been overriding hilda and i since day 1 and it's steaily getting worse, to the extent that they wont even let us check uniform or correct formation anymore. ):< in a way, it makes me happy that council's going to be a youth-only thing, if it means avoiding such problems. but then again, i'm still scared that we wont be able to pull off all the changes we want. we can talk and make hype over how 36 exco reps are gonna change the image of UG, but when it really boils down, will we actually have the strength to see everything through?

and. i don't know whether to go for national camp! i want to go, and hildy's gonna say we have a responsibility, but...rah, couple that with nationals, and i'll be missing two whole weeks of school. i don't know, in spite of all the new responibilities we have now, i feel like we're being cut off and left out of all the old guiding activities we were involved in. and that somehow, all our guiding friends from hq and int camp are drifting away and leaving us behind.

please let it be that i'm just thinking too much.

posted by xin! @ 1:16 PM